Awaken

God's tear

2011-10-10T18:56:00.002+11:00

Lord, are you tearing with me right now. Can we share the pain together? The sun still shines brightly even when you cry so hard. I want to be like you...

proverbs

2011-08-08T11:36:00.002+10:00

things has shaken tremendoudly around here, it time to wake up! if things isn't going according to your plan, never lose faith. it is time to spice up the day with confidents!! proverb 20:15, gold there is, rubies in abundance, but lips that speak of knowledge are a rare jewel. proverbs 20:19, a gossip diminishes confident, so avoid man that talks to much.

Back to Life, Back to Reality.

2011-07-11T17:31:00.003+10:00

2yrs to go and all will be different. Tressure what you have now is the best key of reminder!

2010-11-28T02:14:00.002+11:00

time to blog again.. woohoo..!

sometimes things changes... out of out expectation. you would not know where is up to...
when you think it is yours and it was not
when you think it is in your hands and it was not
when you think you can take that change and challenges but in the end you failed

what is up then? your fault? others fault? who knows... we can never judge others.. but just ourselves. so then.. conclusion.. it is us.. it is me! what's wrong with me?

things changed... things moved... things went out of order...

pls take control.. get it out of me.. out of my sight..

sadess things that could happen

2010-11-08T23:01:00.003+11:00

it has been great this pass few days... really enjoy much. party after party, undeniable it was awesome fun.. with great friends and company. it is jz sad that to see people leaving one by one. not leaving much people here. but life still goes on. to everyone.... all the best in coming years. no doubt it will be sad to see some people not coming back... but im sure you guys will be having good time ahead. have fun people... those who are coming back.. lets face the challenge... :)

*not in right condition now. message might be up and down. sorry folks....

SOON and very SOON

2010-10-10T02:05:00.003+11:00

good day peeps!

at this hour blogging, doesn't seem right though. oh well, what more can i say.... in the trial of tension situation, God is in control. right? amen! it's gonna be a post of determination and believing.. so then

I BELIEVE...
i can finish drawings/montages/3ds/modal/detailing/essay/diagrams/words/panels on time!
i can do what are required
i can do exceed expectation
i can 'wow' everyone
i can graduate beyond saticfactory level
i can be all fired up the next couple of days
i can SLEEP enough!

okay.. enough of me but others now.
How is everyone doing? though everyone may not be on the same level but in the end. when 19th comes... everyone by hook or by crook will be done. YEA... we will be done! '

jz a short summary of the past days... went swimming with phang, choi and terence while pple who ffk.. ck, desmond and delon :( its beginning to be our usual routine. it was fun. getting the momentum to level up my stamina.. :D time was too tight therefore we skipped our usual cocoa bean after.

while friday, went for class in the morning and then gotten a little break out to Launceston show day. boy, it was awesome! slight disappointed, that couldn't win the big soft toy but in exchange, had an extreme ride! it was a whole of a dangerous ride where hands and feets are left flying in the sky. Angela, ck, (yr1 archi gal??) and me.... being dragged up, down, left, right, sides, whole lots of 360 degree twist. woohoo.. it was great! too bad... terence, choi, janet and morgon weren't in the game. tiny feets were not out to take the challenge.. haha! then had some awesome shopping for clothings and accessories. the next thing i knew.. clock is ticking at 410pm already! *poooff* rushed home to get ready for work at 5pm. and there it goes... a day gone.. BUT.. spent with friendly, smart, intelligent, awesome, friends...

coming up days.. we are just gonna be like a robot. facing comp 24/7 until that day to come.. I need some super geng strength and i know where is the source. who wants it? no worries, just ASK and you shall RECEIEVed! (with past tense, he has already done :D)

THANK YOU! ^^
good night peeps!

it is coming to an end!

2010-10-03T18:06:00.005+11:00

It's time again! Yet another season to enjoy out there. SPRING! Today's weather is fantastic; foresee to have the lovely walk in the sun by the sea sometime soon. it's been long since Launceston was 20 degree celcius at day. haha.. God bless this day!

Up coming weeks will be hectic and disorder i presume.. i pray that god may take control in all sorts of situation, bringing things to good position and organised. just as lining up on grid, with perfect details, embracing at its best. ;)

with all that, i'll say.... i'll be graduating bachelor in 24days! now, that is exciting isn't it? all the best to UTAS 3rd year of 2010 bach students! All prayers are in His hands. Amen!

Mango, Kentuckee, BokChoi, Terence, PMonkey, CelineDelon, Iris, SzeSze, NetNet, YaYa, ChenChen, Janny, OneHole, Jasper, JnB, McHor, SamSukk, Rainbo, GuoYi, Ivany, Izzy, Tasha, Fatin, Liz, Sab, Anis, Ariff, FangYow, Tim, Veronica, Jazelle.... (can't remember all.. forgive me!)

as of today's DATE

2010-09-11T11:36:00.003+10:00

*yawnnn* good morning!

Last night was a good sleep. WHY? because it was without axieties or worries of assignments even though i didn't do anything last night. Got back home tired after work. No mood to continue assignment and was reluctant to even do anything instead had watched Gossip Girls, sort of a reward for me for working so hard. yay!

Theory submission is coming up soon, like this coming wednesday. I have no idea how to do until today's date. But before that, Design submission this tues and then later part Landscape on friday. Wow, how do i even juggle my time.

It stucked me that i've not been spending much time with God lately after the previous major submission. Conclusion to that is... how quickly God's forgotten. Exactly coincide with what i read this morning. Sometimes i wonder all those days that i've skipped my devotion and the time i get back to it, it sort of tally back to the current situation. Çan we then actually doubt God's timing? I believe there's always something that is beyond our imagination. Not that i'm saying we should always missed daily devotion..

so then... what's up now?? Back to getting close to God. thrusting Him in current situation and situation to come. Believing that He is the all source of healing. Lord, come heal my backache.... :(

Alright, Mcd break for now and then begin HTD... Diagram, Language and Technology. themes that i'm looking at. Hope i'm able to get inspiration and write those theory out by this evening.

2010-09-09T20:33:00.003+10:00

where is it... WHERE IS IT...
I can't find it. it's killing me slowly...

GOD + BTD + DS

2010-09-06T15:05:00.003+10:00

1st thing comes to mind.... Thank God! and praise his name forever and ever.. today is one of those ''not so common'' days where i get my result. it is such a pleasant feeling when you're all prepared for your grades(though is not that good). asking god to give you that prepared heart while receiving it. not the outcome that matters but is the process of getting through it and accepting it as it is.

just a few days ago, quiet time was on the topic accepting plans that were planned ahead for us though it weren't what we want. Now i can see that it worked! with all that, i give thanks to god once again for all these. i believe there are more to come. more choices to make and more open routes in the comings. so right now, sam is waiting for the next amazing thing to happen!

that's all for now. back to DS!! tmr's the date and i'm no where near completion but... funny.. is there's always a 'but' behind all cases....? so then, this BUT is... DS shall be completed no matter what! so then. targetting by dinner, 2ds; and after dinner, diagrams; and after that, layout. weeeEEE...........

start now! all the best guys!

MISS complainer much

2010-09-05T14:41:00.004+10:00

just for random reason, i've look back all the previous blog posts.. not bad at all. in fact i was quite amazed. over the period, what has happened and what went wrong or good. come to think of it, it was more of a complaining blog of mine rather than something encouraging. nonetheless, it is always out of human understanding and reach that when it happens, it happens. makes no difference to explain.

the more i look and read on the words, the more i feel i'm sounding like my sister! will this be a good sign? i wonder.. hmm after those hard days.. i should pamper myself with facial!.. wonders when will that day come. oh boy.. i miss those days where i dragged my sis to go with me. SHIRIN, I MISS YOU!!!!!

Fallen sam

2010-09-05T12:37:00.003+10:00

it is another time of crazyness in uni life. i can't imgaine i'm still stuck where i started long long ago. God knows when it was. why is it so tough... so hard... so disturbing. I keep telling myself that i can manage it and able to finish as how i expected it will be but it seems that it always fail. i'm at the verge of giving up, seriously, no kidding. I need help, i need seek consultation, i need tutoring. Please let me have a good tutor and make me not hate him/her. everyday i wake up with hope, hoping for a good day and good start BUT.... who knows what happened in the end. STUCK IN THE HOLE! How can i sustain myself for another 2 more months when i'm not loving what i do and doing. INSPIRATION.. pls 'come and intervene' not 'come and go'. i need to come out with perfect well prepared work to show this week and not feel embarrass with it or discourage. sam!!!! you can do it. this is the encouragement i give you and reward. GOSSIP GIRLS!! go.. go.. GO.. GO!!!!

2010-08-21T12:49:00.001+10:00

Time to follow you...
whereever you go, i'll go.
Pick me up by the side, where i'm waiting.

.. IF ..

2010-07-20T20:55:00.002+10:00

what IF you fall in love in someone that you shouldn't to? comments pls..

*nothing to point here, just merely a discussion, don't get me wrong

posting a post for the sake of a post

2010-06-30T22:43:00.005+10:00

A day has gone by with less excitement
Leaving just a few second of beauty moments before it ends
Believing passionately for responsiblities to fulfill at some point
Meanwhile, rejuvenating back the loss energy
while trying to achieve great relief somehow
Someone then comes and rejects your sincerity
Suddenly, it tears you apart
oh i wonder why, i wonder why
Sometimes i wish upon good things to happen
But in the end, it drift away further and further
and worst it becomes....

MONEY MONEY MONEY.. IN A POOR GIRL'S SHACK

2010-06-30T16:34:00.005+10:00

Nothing can express how I feel right now. Things were so happening for the past few weeks. One after the other. Non-stop i would say, since the last day of presentation for design studio 5 untill today's date. I think FaceBook eventually will say it all. Wait up people for those amazing pictures.

above it all... i spent like crazyyyy this month! haha probably i will explain to my dad like this: dad, i took the RM2k as the flight fare back to msia in exchange with AUD2k for my exciting adventure exploration in tassie just within the winter break. :D weee! i think he's gonna faint. MOU POINT JOR LORR!

just an ovrall expenditure record...
1. petrol and then petrol again and more petrol for trips
2. never ending of food fest and extra junk foods
3. ingredients for cooking and baking in the enjoyable moments
4. adventure parks and games and fanatic exploration
5. summoned after summoneds.. like not nobody's business only -.-
6. washing and dry cleaning over and over again
7. tiger airwayy...
8. coming up car servicing, road tax, medibank, school fee...

gonna hide myself soon with all the debts ... lately feeling lazy to work already.. how in the world can i even reimburst back all the expenses?!!?!

UpDates...

2010-06-23T19:51:00.003+10:00

it's been long i abandoned you here. Now that i'm back, you don't have to weary. I'm here for you. Soon you'll be upgrade, to be on par with me. More things are yet to come, and i assure you that. this week perhaps!

cheers
happy samg :D

2010-05-23T21:43:00.002+10:00

Yet another day has gone passed.... with much pleassure and fun.

:) smiley to that!

2010-05-21T00:57:00.002+10:00

Living in an unreal world really ticks me off. Many people are just adorably stupid and irresponsible. How can they manage to survive in this such world? I might be crapping much now as I'm half awake but still, this is to express my utterly undesired emotions in me. Forgive them for they do not know what they do...

I believe in MiracleS

2010-05-15T12:12:00.003+10:00

There have been so much going on lately. I could truly say that I've witness miracles just in this very short period of time. The list goes on.... just bare with me as I share these moments of joy and fulfilment. :)

Calling out for God in the midst of assignment and crucial period, my dear friend had gotten his prayer answered. That figure, that was placed in his heart with that soft voice kept lingering, it wouldn’t disappear. Faithfully he obeyed. Being normal human, taking the normal procedure, browsing through ebay and analysing as well as observing the necessary things. With that, he has now gotten himself his 21st birthday gift by himself which is coming up soon! What was that, you might be pondering. It is his beloved, precious, ‘un-take-able’ away Mac book. Congrats Benny! It was honoured to count down with you that very moment. It was just that unforgettable great tiny little moment. That was my 1st miracle witness.

Calling out for God in the midst of assignment and crucial period, my dear friend had gotten his prayer answered. That figure, that was placed in his heart with that soft voice kept lingering, it wouldn’t disappear. Faithfully he obeyed. Being normal human, taking the normal procedure, browsing through ebay and analysing as well as observing the necessary things. With that, he has now gotten himself his 21st birthday gift which is coming up soon! What was that, you might be pondering. It is his beloved, precious, ‘un-take-able’ away Mac book. Congrats Benny! It was honoured to count down with you that very moment. It was just that unforgettable great tiny little moment. That was my 1st miracle witness.

Indeed, miracles in my life have not stopped. Speaking of specific, it was always been my dream to work in a high class restaurant or hotels. (it was my very 1st choice for further study-Hopitality). I did not want to work in a food court or any ordinary cafes but I just diligently dropped in my resume in any possible offers. In the very last moment of giving up, I just gave it another try into this Best Awarded Asian Restaurant. Believe it or not, I was hired! It was greatly a fulfilling desire and joy experience. Now is the time for me to master the skill of serving ><

The privilege to grasp the life of a young woman intrigues my faith towards God. The trials and tribulation she went through has answered her doubts in life. It struck me clearly that when there’s God, there’s hope. This is then the following miracle I’ve witness that beyond doubt God is faithful to us.

Not forgetting one last unforgettable impromptu miracle! Again, it is one of the desires for me to do baby-sitting as a past time while studying overseas. But I never got a chance to do so. The thought of probably locals wouldn’t want any Asian from nowhere to take care of their kids. Coincidently, it was in conjunction with mamak night. However, little Matthew’s parents were so flexible that they gave me permission to bring him along. It was great having him along while the night is going on. I was able to proudly present him there. Not taking advantage of him but to show that this little boy was a miracle and is a miracle in the coming years. Though they might not see it, but I believed that work has done according to God’s purpose.

Well, I’ve written much here. It may be long but I do hope this message has brought a meaning into your life, and that these miracles and testimonies will bring hope in you in finding your next MIRACLE IN LIFE. Never give up!

Author
SamG

Have a go on this youtube. it a song by Mariah Carey and Whitney Houston - When you Believe
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AA90I6ZlBNA
Enjoy!

comprehend unworthiness!

2010-05-15T11:18:00.007+10:00

Yet another great story and message to share... speaking through experience...

Dear readers, what is the word 'worthy' in your content?
I got to know what 'worthy' is to me recently. We can never prove we're are worthy because the truth is we are NOT!

Why do I say so?
Have you experience in any situation, you ever think that you could finish certain task, certain to-do-list within the structured time frame? The thought and disappointment that you collect in the end is truly something that you will think, you are not capable and worthy to do. Perhaps, in the midst of assignments, the amount of work produced is not of the standards that you are targeting?
In reality, living in the uncertain and fragile world, human being tends to compare much, causing unnecessary jealousy and envies to arise. Why do we compare then when knowing the fact that God has already done all things for us in accordance to His will and timing. He has done on behalf of me. We just got to get it in our minds that God is mighty in all possible ways!
Thus, nothing that I can do to make myself more or less loved, valued and precious to God. Same goes to you!

2010-03-31T12:06:00.001+11:00

This message is particularly for some stupid annoying people. Sometimes they don't get the message. I got to repeat and repeat and repeat till they get it. But i know tat the Lord is for me and knows my intentions. He will forgive me. Sorry, if i ever step on your toe.

RUN FOREST RUN!

2010-03-30T17:53:00.003+11:00

Just 2 days, not logging in facebook and i get 100+ notification. darn! now days, things are moving fast. if you're one step behind, you'll need to catch the bus or else you'll be left out. But well, im not concern of catching the bus to fb updates but im only going to be anxious if i haven been catching on the infinity bus. =D WAIT UP! I'M RUNNING AND RUNNING AND I KNOW I WILL GET THERE ONE DAY! till then, i keep running.

GOD BLESS EVERYONE!

yay! just another day and easter break is here. more holidays and parties lining up. ^^

*title of this post reminds me of benny and zhen yang. i miss you so much, zhen yang. wish you were here :( take care man.

28-03-2010

2010-03-28T11:51:00.005+11:00

TODAY... silliest thing happened. Not going to mention but it was weird. Nonetheless, never let that spoil my beautidul Sunday. Today, i have to finish my Design Studio, well, at least the individual part. Tuesday is the submission!!! and i'm done for 1st half of the semester. CAN'T WAIT!

Just a little re-cap of yesterday. It was Launceston Crazy Day. It was rare! One of my 1st few days, that i've seen so many bodies. woohoo! suddenly feels like home. I miss home :( really did enjoyed practically the entire thing. Was out with Angela, Choi and Benny. oh boy.. those guys can shop!

photo by SamGoh it was a fun beautiful memorable weekend!!

DAYLIGHT - ARTIFICIAL LIGHT - ACOUSTIC

2010-03-22T22:14:00.003+11:00

ahh well, communicating with these 'bunch' of aspects is just so damn tiring. No doubt, back in Taylor's, i've learnt all these but this time is at much higher and deeper level. Cannot compromise and comprehend at the same time. Such a simple elements, if we're looking at it individually. Nonetheless, when we integrate all these, DARN! -.-

In 2 days, will be the submission and presentation. I've done almost 50% but still cannot work together with others.

Jia you lahh Sam(Ko)!

2010-03-18T13:48:00.006+11:00

CELAKA!

'you think you so great?' what an epxression to put on someone else's life. But it's true. people tend to think that they are one in a million, that no one else can be as good as them. manipulating other's in the aspect of feelings and relationship in order to get to what they need or want.

furthermore, the act of appreciation is so lacking in this situation. somehow, that is what life is all about. you can never expect a reciprocal responds or even a respond that you wish for. that's when pain steps in.

anyhow, whoever is in this situation, i pray that God's strength is upon you and forever leading you on a path of peaceful and love. amen.

PHILEMON

2010-03-17T02:54:00.003+11:00

Blogging at this hour with hungry stomach. not a good sign at all but there is something that hit me tonight after my quiet time.

today was on philemon. in this chapter, it teaches me that how to handle tricky subject but still with a great deal heart. here i undertand that, no matter how drastic is the situation, we are never at par to judge someone. instead, looking at the different view. making that someone from a slave position into becoming the partner in faith.

up to here at the moment. will need to do more reflective thinking. :)

2010-03-14T12:10:00.003+11:00

wake up in the morning feeling like....

this morning got up by a knock on the door. wondering who was that, and it was the maintenance guys. previously was anticipating them to fix the house problems. but when they arrived, i just feel .... disturbed.

2010-03-14T02:30:00.003+11:00

i am so tired. why am i even awake at this hour. haiz. sometimes, ppl cant be compromising so many things. just gotta bare with it. i gotta go sleep soon. heck care the assignments.

Another day

2010-03-07T12:59:00.006+11:00

It has been awhile since i updated this page. Never knew that, once i re-enter here, it will be a post of dissatisfactory. there are so many things that are out of control. i cannot resist not to start a complain. i know complaining is bad but still.... sigh

other than that, life's been great here in Launceston. it feels more home this year as compared to the previous semester. lately, i've been attending parties after parties and slightly neglected on my assignments.

apparently, tommorow is labour day for launceston! woohooo! another day off. better not use this as an excuse to escape from work. right, better get started then. cya! :)

Happy holiday peeps!

2010-01-29T04:35:00.002+11:00

time flies..
just came home after celebrating zhen yang's 21st birthday. would say it was a success and 'believe he enjoyed it much. we enjoyed most of the time too. anyway, Happy Birthday to Zhen Yang. may all god's glory falls on you and shine. :)

40 days to redeem myself

2010-01-11T16:52:00.000+11:00

... 40 days to go ...

MONDAY, TUESDAY, WEDNESDAY, THURSDAY, FRIDAY, SATURDAY, SUNDAY

MONDAY, TUESDAY, WEDNESDAY, THURSDAY, FRIDAY

(that's all i have)

i shall start my 'return to launnie' plan'

1st - learn how to cook (still on level '0' since i came back)

2nd - shop for more clothes (now all i have are winter clothings)

3rd - plan job over there (to stack cash-es for wedding!) haha..

4th - say all the goodbyes whenever i can (don't wanna repeat in the previous)

5th - buy my next return ticket (maybe i shall just stay there and not come back)

yay! :D

(can't wait to get ot of the house)

Special Message

2010-01-10T06:11:00.007+11:00

its been long since i found myself back. after so long that i've drifted apart, now that im back, i hope things get better. im a changed person now. i no longer need to face the shame and guilt in me. thank you god for your undying love and forgiveness. lord, whatever i hope for this year in the calendar, i surrender it all to you. jesus, take control of me and my family and the relationship with james.

RINGING BELLS

the date is getting closer,

im getting nervous all over,

is time for me to get prepared,

for the day will soon be there.

what shall i wear?

what shall i eat?

or what shall i do?

no worries

coz the lord is above all

and i shall not be shaken

for things will be done accordingly

but far as for now

i'll need to think of

....

JESUS

2009-12-29T04:48:00.001+11:00

too much of partying, can't recall when was the last time i sat quietly and medidate.
SAM.. repent!

partayyy

2009-12-23T23:22:00.001+11:00

at this very moment.. me and sis are getting ready to rock and roll around the christmas tree! hehehe we are heading to Glenn Marie Clove for a christmas party soon.. Can''t wait.

pork..pork..PORK..PORK!

Beth's 21st

2009-12-21T04:45:00.002+11:00

wow... another excitement just ended. It was a great birthday party of Bethany's 21st. House was beautiful, environment was amazing, atmosphere was cool, and the people was of course intelligently awesome! hahaha if that phrase existed, i just created it myself.

In the beginning we had food, plenty of food then drinks. when i say drink it meant alcoholic drinks. but i stand on my word. I DID NOT DRINK! hahaha after that as usual photography session. wasn't feeling that good, so i rarely in the picture. towards the end, we sat down around the circle table. mostly are spectrum members plus a few other friends. we played the most odd games you can ever think of but it was really cool! we played the ombak game where our hands are tapping on the table and the other game was the 'huh' & 'wat' game. the most confusing games ever!

okay, im getting tired. time for bed. goodnite everyone. will update more later

2009-12-20T16:03:00.003+11:00

one day...

somethings will work out...

just the way it is designed for...

CAN'T WAIT!

...burned out completely...

2009-12-20T03:54:00.003+11:00

:'(

siAupOs

2009-12-19T05:45:00.004+11:00

Those were the days, but is still now and forever :) Love you all!

Just came back from Ara Damansara. Event was a 21st birthday blast for Flora! After party we had more partay! :D Me and the girls with James head over to Sri Hartamas for sequal session? Haha... Guess what was the after party thing.... SHISHA.... I can't believe my friends actually started on this 'so called hobby' was a little bit disappointed with them but still being there for them and to show my greatest love towards them, i was there just for the company. We had fun.. loads of fun. Yay! Taking pictures and updating each other. Altogether, we have the 7 zi muis: Karen, Mun, Shin, Ruby, Sam, Wei and Flora. But only absentee was Flora. As usual, the boyfriend is being overly protective and doesn't allow her to come join us for outings. Just so you guys know, almost all siaupos are NOT available anymore except for two. Karen + Darren; Mun + Jason; Sam + James; Wei + Tek Ru; Flora + Raymond. btw, tomorrow is graduation day for Ruby!. congrats gal! you've made it, and being the 1st among us to graduate. Unbelievable news is she's starting her career on Monday. YES! TWO days after her gratuation ceremony. -.- She's always that rajin cari makan.

okay, time to sleep, its 3am already.

Awesomeness

2009-12-18T07:43:00.003+11:00

Another baking session just ended. This is insanely crazy, baking at 2am-4am. Now practically is almost 5am and i'm not sleeping. But however, i cant wait till 10am where i get to have my lovely breakfast dim sum with my baby darling!

At this moment, i'm not sleeping nor tired. Just don't know why. I'm now overnighting at my Siaupo's house. It was a impromttu thing for me. So i'm so not ready for it. No clothes, no pjamus, no toothbrush, no remover... nonetheless this suits the life for an architecture student. :)

Just a short update, before the stay over, i was out with Su Jan, Wan Hoe and Phang, so called our UTAS gathering? Many were unable to attend. Funny thing happened was that Wan Hoe called us to Bukit Bintang for a drink. So i've parked my car in Seksyen 14 and car pooled Phang's, worldly as it can be, what goes around came around back, we drove all the way to Bukit Bintang KL and decided to go back Jaya One, Seksyen 14 to drink. Could say, we had a good ride up to kl and down to pj in Phang's Car.

Christmas is coming and i cant wait for it! I have many gatherings to come and my pocket is getting less heavy day by day :( Been forking money on every event and occasion. eg party, birthdays....

Btw, Garden Terrace is having christmas special offers now till January during this jolly season. Pls drop by to try if anyone is free. :) God Bless You

2009-12-15T18:45:00.001+11:00

I am shedding.

English 101

2009-12-15T04:27:00.006+11:00

Last week, Mum 'wow-ed' me with her excellence in english knowledge. Well, what do we expect, she's an English tuition teacher teaching in Seimpi Tuition Centre, Kepong. Just too sad, as her daughter, I failed to meet her standards. I'm really bad at my English :( So, Mum was giving some skills to facinate your colleagues/friends/peers. Start using some not so common words in front of your friends, and IF they ask:

"Why are you using such bombastic words?''

''because i'm intoxicated with the exuberence of my verbosity.''

''and where do you get all these from?''

''with my bauble of experiences.''

so here you go people :) try it out and 'wow' your friends :D
cheers!

World changing

2009-12-12T03:14:00.002+11:00

Things changed. The world has changed! Im sitting here in Old Town and listening to the songs they played... Believe it or not, its Hillsongs!!! well, it was for a moment and now is back to secular songs. But still! I believe in the future; where, every corner, every mamak, every cafe you enter, Christianity will be there waiting for you!!

Changed person

2009-12-10T17:57:00.002+11:00

It's been 26 days I've stepped back in the land where I was born. Still the same old me, gallivanting everywhere 24/7. Being so irresponsible to others as I was being commented. At the same time, being so ignorant to things around me. Ahhh well, jz some updates. I've tattoo-ed my lower back recently, on the 8th December! It cost me RM400 and I'm not regretting it. :P

Life isn't fair.

2009-12-06T15:15:00.002+11:00

Sometimes I just don't understand people. How much you can do to that person and the meassures back to you aren't the same at all. So much that I offer, and yet I don't get any in return. Not to complain on these issues but we're all human, I have to say. We need encouragement and also blessing from others as well, not just keep giving and giving while not receiving at all. I'm intoxicating with the outside world. I can't breathe.

2009-12-02T18:56:00.000+11:00

Not in good mood.
Hope it ends soon.

My DAY

2009-11-30T03:50:00.003+11:00

Had a great day!
Got up yesterday morning as usual late, follow with late breakfast, worst thing is late for church, not only that, late for dinner. Sorry. -.- What happen to me? what happen to the SamG that always been punctual in all occasions. Nonetheless, had a great day because finally got the time to spend quality moment with James. :) My day just got better by ending with a movie date together. wahh, romantic-nya. After so long he waited, I finally manage to spare time for him. But it wasn't the right movie. haha However, I love you Baby!

Goodnight

my friends

2009-11-28T04:08:00.008+11:00

Almost end of the week, i'm still enjoying my days ever since back home from Launceston.
Things haven't been really good but still i appreciate every moment.
Almost 2 weeks i'm back home. Things are pretty much the same here: home, family, church and friends. Some of my friends are graduating as diploma student and some degree. Congrats pals! Moving on to another phase of life is tough. Always remember that friends are there for a reason. Also know that i'll always be there for you. :)

Dedicate this song to all my friends out there as how Ooi dedicated this song to me last year. Always will remember that moment, that particular day in Digital lab. Thanks ooi! u always make my day :)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xGbnua2kSa8

Primary 6s ; Secondary Siaupos ; PreU S8 ; Diploma SABD ; Uni UTAS ; CG ; G2 ; Church ; Friends' friend
to All my friends above, I ALWAYS LOVE YOU GUYS!' *sob sob*
I want you guys to know that, things happen in the past, good nor bad i've put it as memories to remember and treassure. Also, i've forgiven all of you. But here i wanna ask for forgiveness to friends out there, if i ever made things bad for you. I'm sorry.

2009-11-27T18:11:00.001+11:00

getting worst day by day, haven been sleeping porperly lately, time is flying so fast

I CANNOT FOLLOW!!!
omg

anyway, result is out.

2009-11-12T12:23:00.002+11:00

I have no idea what to post.
Hang in there people. I need to get inspire again
Still searching. hahaha...
cya!

DONE

2009-10-29T14:43:00.001+11:00

END OF SEM
END OF SEM..
END OH SEM...
END OF SEM ALREADY!!
I SAID END OF SEMESTER!!!

wuahahaha.............................................................

Future Glory

2009-10-26T17:28:00.002+11:00

Paul says:
'I consider that our present sufferings are not worth comparing with the glory that will be revealed in us...'

'For in this hope we were saved. But hopes that is seen is no hope at all. Who hope for what he already has? But if we hope for what we do not yet have, we wait for it patiently.

After reading this passage, I think it speaks right through my heart. I'm sure for some of you out there as well. Isn't hope that we're eager to have ever since? Hoping for the right things to happen, to fall in good condition and all? However, it does not stays there. It says that 'in the same way the spirit helps us in our weakness. We do not know what we ought to pray for but the Spirit himself intercedes for us with groans that words cannot express. And he who searches our heart knows the mind of the Spirit, because the Spirit intercedes for the saints in accordance with God's will.

So children, think of the future glory! ;)

One down, One outstanding!

2009-10-26T01:45:00.006+11:00

Just finish my bridging portfolio. phew! was a tough one man. Not too sure if í've achieved the standard. Well, I'm done with it and would not want to think anymore. Tomorrow morning gonna print, bind and submit!

Then, waiting for thursday visual test and I'm all done with Semester 2 year 2 in UTAS. time flies... Going back to Malaysia soon but before that will take opportunity to travel around Tasmania. Praying that I can get cheap flights at very last minute so I can go mainland instead. :) God have your way!

Alright peeps, I think I'm off to bed though I'm not tired. But need to discipline myself from now on. Goodnight.

Eye watcher!

2009-10-25T13:34:00.005+11:00

Just got back from church. Today, the church celebrated the October babies. We had out lovely Aunty Teressa who baked the cupcakes and prepared all the refreshment. Awesome! She's darn good in hospitality. I should say, she never stop thinking of other peoplé's stomach. hahah every week, never fails to prepare the table. She also has a restaurant and probably Í'll be working there as a part timer when I get back from summer holidays. Well, she did asked me to work over the holidays, but too bad I'm going home.

ok. the think that prompt me to blog today is the after church thing. I got home and turn on my computer and start msning. Guess what, before I could settle down, I got this msg. It was regarding did I go church today? -.- Do I look like a person who skips church? Arghhh. Sometimes, such ppl are so annoying. Why do they wanna question others about church like being so goody goody and wanna find fault in others. None stop eyeing on you. Worst thing is that person is also a christian. Well not really lahh, more on catholic. But still! Almost the third time he's asking me since I came here. Watever la!

Then, the conversation goes on and on. Next pop up sentence that shock me is 'you comparing yourself to Jesus?' wth!!!! he's being damn sarcastic! If anyone of you can see it. *speechless....* -.-

...

2009-10-25T01:09:00.002+11:00

Another typical day, got up late, had about 11hrs of sleep. I'm hoping to recover back all the sleepless night I had before but I guess it's never good this way. I should just sleep at proper hours. Anyway, got up and went to kitchen. Practically stayed in there half a day. Baked apple cake (succcesful one again!), made Shanghai red bean pancake. (not so successful). Innitially thought of making Red Bean Pao but didn't know how to steam cause lacking of materials and so. After that, got all dressed up for Scandinavian party! It's a Swedish and Danish party and it was a great party! Lots of crazy people around and doing crazy stuff. I might just have one party when I get back. haha no family adults or relatives, just teenage and young adults party. hahahaa..

Just out of the topic. After becoming one of the this blogging thing, I realise that I'm always talking about myself. I think I should stop thinking of me and start thinking of others. This blogging thing is just making me more self centred. I apologize to myself and everyone for being so selfish. Sorry!

why!

2009-10-24T01:48:00.003+11:00

why people are so mean at times?
why people are so heartless in no time?
why people are so rude in their life time?
why people are such a disappointment to others at all times?
arghhh....

Catching up

2009-10-23T14:10:00.003+11:00

Lately, I'm getting bored of this blogging thing already. No mood to post or rather say I don't know what to post.

What's happening in my life these days? hmmm...

Since the last post, I've been pretty busy working on my final studio presentation. Should say, what's done is done. I'm satisfied on what I've produced on this final presentation. Though is not so much of a last minute work as compared to Taylors time, but it took me 5 days in the non-stop working mode. I'm proud to say that God has been with me throughout that entire stressful period. :) Now, I'm working on my last assignment that's due on monday and a visual slide test on Thursday, then I'm all done with my 1st semester in UTAS. yay!

2days ago, baked chocolate cake and it was successful! Yesterday, played basketball with some friends and got injured. It hurts so much, even till now, everywhere is aching and pain! Today, went shopping. Bought some clothes at pretty good deal! 5bucks on each pair only. Tomorrow, going to scandinavian party! Can't wait. :) Lately, things are getting better, probably I feel relieved after DS4. hahhaa

One last thing, wanna wish all the best for those who are taking exams starting this Saturday. Good Luck! ;)

*especially to my best friends that i've met during the stay on campus:

AMC students (Rifai, Raj, Melvin, Chris)

UTAS (Shi Min, Sarah, Maria, Wayne, Phang, Shaun)

OVER?

2009-10-19T22:47:00.002+11:00

Is it over yet? I doubt it. It never will be the end of our days untill the day we rise again.

Courage

2009-10-15T12:35:00.004+11:00

FULL FORCE ALL THE WAY!!

Semester is about to finish. Next monday is final studio submission. My crit is on Wednesday. Phew! That gives me a day to sleep and make model(maybe) :)

Heavenly Father, I want to thank You for all the arrangement You've made for me. I know plans are in Your hand. Help me to understand You more and all things are possible with You. Jesus, give me peace and strength everyday as I need You always, carry me close to Your chest like a baby. Lord, I ask that You'll grand peace and inspiration to everyone who is or not struggling. For those who are well to do at this stage, may You humble their hearts and use them in different ways. Protect us from evil, harm and sickness. O God, stay with us always and help us not to rely on out own strength but on Yours. Amen

I know I can do it, so can you!!! Gambateh everyone!!!

Launceston!! How could you..

2009-10-07T19:19:00.005+11:00

What a place.... Tmr is Launceston Show Day and it is announced public holiday.
But guess what, it is not an ACADEMIC HOLIDAY!
I can't believe this. I'm so tired. I need a break.
I miss Malaysia's public holidays.. We have lots of holidays.. BAGUS!

Final studio 35% is coming up in 12 days, bridging 50% in 19 days and history 35% in 22days. everything is happening so fast. Am I coping them well? I hope I do. sigh

Garden Terrace Cafe DAY

2009-10-04T16:52:00.007+11:00

By the way, tmr is my mum's Garden Terrace Cafe open ceremony. yay! All the best and may God bless your business abundantly!

Date, Time: 5th October 2009, unsure
Address: 13 Jalan Anggerik Vanilla 31/AB, Kota Kemuning, Shah Alam

grrr.. I've missed 2 big events already and this one now! What more better can it be ><
alternative side, I get to enjoy Christmas, New Year, Chinese New Year and Valentine.... with them. Yay me!

Daylight Saving in Tasmania

2009-10-04T13:38:00.011+11:00

Daylight Saving starts in Tasmania on Sunday 4th October

Daylight Saving Time (or summertime as it is called in many countries) is a way of getting more light out of the day by advancing clocks by one hour during the summer. During Daylight Saving Time, the sun appears to rise one hour later in the morning, when people are usually asleep anyway, and sets one hour later in the evening, seeming to stretch the day longer. Benjamin Franklin first suggested Daylight Saving Time in 1784, but it was not until World War I, in 1916, when it was adopted by several counties in Europe that initially rejected the idea. In which direction does the clock move? The clock moves ahead when DST starts, typically in the spring, and falls back one hour when DST ends in the fall. To make it easier to remember which way the clock goes, keep in mind one of these sayings: “spring forward, fall back” or “spring ahead, fall behind.”

Therefore we've lost an hour. Now, everything is an hour ahead. so confusing laa..

I can't believe that I'm now 3hrs ahead of Msia time. sigh

Makes it even harder to communicate with family members and love ones

John 14

2009-10-03T22:21:00.005+10:00

Just by reading John chapter 14 gives me such a broad view of everything. I mean EVRYTHING! There's so much things going on though is such a short chapter. The amazing thing is that, God says if you love me, you will obey what I command THREE TIMES! This shows how important is that to us. I'm so regretful for my behavior lately. Lord, please forgive me. He is forever the way, the truth and the life in me and I know it is for all of you out there as well. No one comes to the Father but through Him, Jesus. He also promised us, that we may ask Him for anything in His name, and He'll do it. Isn't that a great promise to us! Besides, He said Do not let our hearts be troubled. Trust in God and trust also in Him. He is going there to prepare a place for us and if He goes and prepares the way, He will definitely comes back and takes us there so that we will know the place He is going.

Highlight of the day:

All this I have spoken while still with you. But the Counselor, the Holy Spirit, whom the Father will send in my name, will teach you all things and will remind you of everything I have said to you.

Do you know what it means?

Finally, I DO!!! It is time now that I really surrender all I have to Him, not partially but COMPLETELY.

No doubt

2009-10-03T14:01:00.001+10:00

Your joy is my strength.......

State of Mind

2009-10-03T03:33:00.003+10:00

So much things going on lately and I hardly can keep up. But I suppose I can always count on Him to carry me through. I've been away for a very long long time. Almost 10 days now. I seriously need to get back to Him for I'm feeling very lost and hungry at the moment. Friends, I need your encourgement and support. Without you guys, life is meaningless. Please help me find my way back.

I need to read

I need to journal

I need to think

I need to draw

I need to analyse

Lately

2009-09-30T14:55:00.003+10:00

Lately been having sleeping disorder like sleeping at 6am and waking up at 12nn and if I've class at 9am-5pm, I'm feeling darn horrible in class, just like today :( This is not good, I mean really NOT GOOD. But I'm still so stubborn and not changing my routine habit. Well, I need to rush on my Studio assignment and History research paper soon. Submission is near and I'm still in slacking mode.

Well said then. Off to work now. Take care peeps!

Good Day!

2009-09-29T23:35:00.003+10:00

Today was a good day ;)
Well, that's the post for the day! Hope everyone experienced the same. Have fun ppl!

Those were the times

2009-09-28T18:24:00.005+10:00

Came across this from my sis blog, pretty funny.
Gosh, I miss her so much. I can't believe I'm here now and she's there now. Sigh... SIGH...

Enjoy...
Sis : Hey, help me to do model okay?
Me : Model? What event you going? Why must I model?
Sis : Help me do my model la. Not model for me.
Owwwwh, what a laugh!
Off to do 'model' now.
Boy, I'm a seventeen girl doing a twenty-one's architecture assigment!
And guess where my sis would be now?
Doing facial Dated Friday, June 12th '09

All the Best!

2009-09-26T15:02:00.005+10:00

Section through all the way

You'll find the truth in someway

Giving in all the best you can

Ending up nothing you can have

But still remains in your heart

Whether it occurs in both parties

That's all I can reveal

Wish All the Best in our lifes

Genesis

2009-09-25T22:44:00.000+10:00

The genesis of samgsy will bring great change in her life and others. All the best!