as of today's DATE

*yawnnn* good morning!

Last night was a good sleep. WHY? because it was without axieties or worries of assignments even though i didn't do anything last night. Got back home tired after work. No mood to continue assignment and was reluctant to even do anything instead had watched Gossip Girls, sort of a reward for me for working so hard. yay!

Theory submission is coming up soon, like this coming wednesday. I have no idea how to do until today's date. But before that, Design submission this tues and then later part Landscape on friday. Wow, how do i even juggle my time.

It stucked me that i've not been spending much time with God lately after the previous major submission. Conclusion to that is... how quickly God's forgotten. Exactly coincide with what i read this morning. Sometimes i wonder all those days that i've skipped my devotion and the time i get back to it, it sort of tally back to the current situation. Çan we then actually doubt God's timing? I believe there's always something that is beyond our imagination. Not that i'm saying we should always missed daily devotion..

so then... what's up now?? Back to getting close to God. thrusting Him in current situation and situation to come. Believing that He is the all source of healing. Lord, come heal my backache.... :(


Alright, Mcd break for now and then begin HTD... Diagram, Language and Technology. themes that i'm looking at. Hope i'm able to get inspiration and write those theory out by this evening.

where is it... WHERE IS IT...
I can't find it. it's killing me slowly...

GOD + BTD + DS

1st thing comes to mind.... Thank God! and praise his name forever and ever.. today is one of those ''not so common'' days where i get my result. it is such a pleasant feeling when you're all prepared for your grades(though is not that good). asking god to give you that prepared heart while receiving it. not the outcome that matters but is the process of getting through it and accepting it as it is.

just a few days ago, quiet time was on the topic accepting plans that were planned ahead for us though it weren't what we want. Now i can see that it worked! with all that, i give thanks to god once again for all these. i believe there are more to come. more choices to make and more open routes in the comings. so right now, sam is waiting for the next amazing thing to happen!

that's all for now. back to DS!! tmr's the date and i'm no where near completion but... funny.. is there's always a 'but' behind all cases....? so then, this BUT is... DS shall be completed no matter what! so then. targetting by dinner, 2ds; and after dinner, diagrams; and after that, layout. weeeEEE...........

start now! all the best guys!

MISS complainer much

just for random reason, i've look back all the previous blog posts.. not bad at all. in fact i was quite amazed. over the period, what has happened and what went wrong or good. come to think of it, it was more of a complaining blog of mine rather than something encouraging. nonetheless, it is always out of human understanding and reach that when it happens, it happens. makes no difference to explain.

the more i look and read on the words, the more i feel i'm sounding like my sister! will this be a good sign? i wonder.. hmm after those hard days.. i should pamper myself with facial!.. wonders when will that day come. oh boy.. i miss those days where i dragged my sis to go with me. SHIRIN, I MISS YOU!!!!!

Fallen sam

it is another time of crazyness in uni life. i can't imgaine i'm still stuck where i started long long ago. God knows when it was. why is it so tough... so hard... so disturbing. I keep telling myself that i can manage it and able to finish as how i expected it will be but it seems that it always fail. i'm at the verge of giving up, seriously, no kidding. I need help, i need seek consultation, i need tutoring. Please let me have a good tutor and make me not hate him/her. everyday i wake up with hope, hoping for a good day and good start BUT.... who knows what happened in the end. STUCK IN THE HOLE! How can i sustain myself for another 2 more months when i'm not loving what i do and doing. INSPIRATION.. pls 'come and intervene' not 'come and go'. i need to come out with perfect well prepared work to show this week and not feel embarrass with it or discourage. sam!!!! you can do it. this is the encouragement i give you and reward. GOSSIP GIRLS!! go.. go.. GO.. GO!!!!