Fallen sam

it is another time of crazyness in uni life. i can't imgaine i'm still stuck where i started long long ago. God knows when it was. why is it so tough... so hard... so disturbing. I keep telling myself that i can manage it and able to finish as how i expected it will be but it seems that it always fail. i'm at the verge of giving up, seriously, no kidding. I need help, i need seek consultation, i need tutoring. Please let me have a good tutor and make me not hate him/her. everyday i wake up with hope, hoping for a good day and good start BUT.... who knows what happened in the end. STUCK IN THE HOLE! How can i sustain myself for another 2 more months when i'm not loving what i do and doing. INSPIRATION.. pls 'come and intervene' not 'come and go'. i need to come out with perfect well prepared work to show this week and not feel embarrass with it or discourage. sam!!!! you can do it. this is the encouragement i give you and reward. GOSSIP GIRLS!! go.. go.. GO.. GO!!!!